i've forsaken my blog for so long.
:D
i have a lot of things on my agenda,but i am not doing any of them(e.g. NYAA)
pigging out is fun;D
im getting fatter and fatter (maybe jogging with ling, yay?)
should be able to hit the high score of 68kg by the end of december holiday(:
then i will need to buy new uniforms(if not i will have to go to school naked as i cannot fit into my uniform, and it's not a pretty sight to see a naked 68kg/159cm person/pig around:D)

highlights are the week were jie outing and first aid course and science society camp:D
ok, so the whole week is highlighted-.-
and i DONT have cookiie selling tomorrow!
if im really really bored, i will upload some photos, but too bad as there are other things to do:D(maybe i will have a photos post next time(: )

so,yeap.
anyways, i really like this quote!

Pain is temporary, quitting lasts forever -lance armstrong.♥
i must remember this.

mousehunt is a bit overwhelming for my mediocre mind.

i should play pet society or stuff like that><

people do silly things sometimes
but me? i do them all the time.

I always do embarrassing things that make people want to disown me.:D
e.g. :eunice: ruoting! i dont know you.

today, i got kiaped by the mrt tap tap card thing place.
cos i forgot to tap my card-.-
and my stupid lil brother cannot stop laughing at me

do you have an ambition?
i think i need one

let me think of some stuff that i wana be last time
model, air stewardess, nurse, doctor, pilot, lawyer, dancer, actress, taitai.

actually, i want to be a full time volunteer
but i want to do BIG
big big things

sigh, i shall focus on being a good student, good sister and good guide for now...
if i cannot even do these, how can i do BIG
big big things?

my mum said something that sounded remotely like jihe and i ran down from the third floor to find her sitting with the dog and chatting on the phone...

also, tell you something very cool. my entire patrol went for atc!!
all 5+6 of p3<3

hello!! (bet you had a shock when you see the pic;D)
class chalet was really fun and memorable(:
i had a 5 second nickname called the fire girl or burn girl or sth
for doing the BURN BURN BURN thing when we were setting up the bbq pit: :D

hanging with classmates outside class really bond us more
and responsible mel did a really good job being the host!!(:
i esp love the heart-to-heart talk with xinyi(the high and mighty) and tyne(B+, C1) after horror moviie the eye.
oh! and laughing at the horror movie:D

although this is the end of year2,
2H will forever be 2H
i love my class(:

okay
shall comment a bit on atc

just did a lot of stuff that i regretted...
getting frustrated and yelling at the juniors for one...
it's totally wrong. im so sorry
):
and the sore muscles from pre-camp.
WHY MUST YOU FOLLOW ME TO CAMP
jiggle you.bigspas you.

at least i didnt get crazy bites like those from other patrols o.o
i think rolling is fun

and p1 giro is a lovely patrol!!
although we didn't win, im still proud of p1!(:
the other year2s are so great and supportive esp during the camp.
gladys,alisa,grace,chaining,xanicia and christina(:
year1s are always there with a helping hand and tolerating me><
amelia,zephania,grace,huiyi,liting,danna(:
oh, and our counsellors!
wenxin,michelle,samantha and sweeyee!(:
funny and caring(:

Sometimes, even people like me can come up with really wise and philosophical stuff.
like " I want everything, yet i want to run away from everything."
woah right?
hahaha.

just thinking about the overwhelming bit of stuff that we're going to do next year freaks me out.
but we'll be able to strike a balance if we need to, wont we?(:

i totally forgot about my onsugar account after atc, wasted loads of precious time trying to recover it >(
wanted to blog on wednesday, but i was too lazy to recover my password, then proj and class chalet.the next day(no sleep!)
i love 2h too!!
im here to say that atc is over
so, obviously, as i've said, we've all pulled through, together.
camps can be scary but thinking of it... it's actually quite enjoyable and memorable

i love BIGSPAS
so much for pigging after atc, i have to go to school everyday for project meetups..):
but then the little sacrifice now will give me more time for guides next year!(:
give up holiday for ss, then ss wont eat guides, wheee!

i want to be a guide. a real guide.
):

"Staring at those bright red bills, my mind went blank. The bold red words and letters are hard to ignore yet difficult to comprehend. I stood up, took out the shoe box filled with yet more bills and stuffed the new additions into it(it's beginning to overflow) and pushed the shoebox underneath my bed again."

gosh.i can totally imagine myself in that situation(just that my bills are actually longlonglong to-do lists
but it's okay. i am like a cockroach, it's hard for me to die>).
so i'll survive.
not only the to-do list
but the annual training camp as well(:

jiayou everyone!
jiayou guides!
jiayou trainees!
jiayou 42nd batch!
jiayou p1giro!
we can do this;D

off to camp from monday to wednesday.
i'll be back, of course
i think that it's silly to say that you'll die in ATC, no one ever does, we all emerge from the camp, alive and stronger than before, muahahahahahhaa.

went home with siaocharborkoh today. (:
i had this really bad feeling when sweeyee asked me if im going for guides tomorrow:X
but  never mind!
and i must thank xinrui for praying for me(:

i've hidden my past.somewhere.(literally, i've moved my flee-with-me which has tons of memories somewhere to somewhere secret)
amandalee labelled me "Rot the scholar" today and i walked around without knowing till eunice told me-.-
ahhh.
and im not even a scholar.
wonder who've seen it, embarrassing!

p/s im blessed

skipped inline skating for ushering at ISO stuff today.
my friends kept telling me that it's good luck that i get to skip that, hahaha.
>)

im going to pon that rp ISO thing for last day of school and guides.
without telling my teacher-in-charge!!
i'm feeling the thrill.. it's like doing something sneaky and dangerous and illegal!!
hahahahahhaa. >D
anyways, the real crime is to sit around in republic poly, wasting time and slacking, while the rest are going crazy about inspection.
so..yeap,
ive decided! (i need to go for songleaders anyways!I've been missing too much stuff this week><)

but i'll miss ss babes and the new friends i've gotten acquainted with the last two days:X
and god knows what else(sigh, i really hate missing anything!)

BIGSPAS(Y)